Wednesday December 3

Have you ever read or thought of reading "Having a Mary heart in a Martha world?" - well I have tried to read it a couple of times lol - until I totally realize that I am a Martha and if God did come down and want to come eat dinner - I would probably be more uptight that the house wasn't cleaned, and as my mother in law would say - that I would have to feed him - I don't know why I am so uptight about spending money on food for people who are coming to visit - but I know not to mention it to her. :) So I want God to soften my heart, to humble me to make me become the person I want to become - like Jane Marks - what a sweetie - or Bobbie Vignola or even my mother in law Dorothy White- because I am totally lacking in social functions - I probably come off as a hard hearted witch :)