Monday, January 26, 2009

Monday January 26

Well what I have been worried has come true. On Friday January 23, 2009 my son Wesley, was diagnosed with Autism. There had been worrys, things that weren't the norm for a child his age, but now it is in black and white. Boy - I honestly have to say that I am not surprised - I thought he was but to hear it, is a totally different thing. Poor Paul, he doesn't know what to do - he didn't see the problems or concerns but now he is. My little boy is the cutest most sweetest heart little man. He was laying on the floor playing with his Wiggle's piano and he accidently let go of it - ouchies - he just staarted crying and held up his arms for me to hold him. I take some comfort in the thought, that while he may never be normal here on earth that in heaven he will be - I know that is kind of morbid - to be thinking about death - but when I get there and when he gets there I'll be able to have a good long talk to him.

I am in the process of trying to figure out what I need to do - do I need to take him to a autistic doctor - do I want to take him to a nutrionist/allergist to see what his body chemistry is like? So many questions....lol.

One thing is a certain though - I will love my little boy with all my heart and all my soul.

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