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Yesterday I looked and saw this psalm - on my blog

I lift up my eyes to the hills- Where does my help come from?My help comes from the LORD, the Maker of heaven and earth. - Psalm 121

I went and you tubed it - because I know I have heard this song before....I found the Bebo Norman version - but it wasn't the right version - so I googled it again today - and it is

Praise You in This Storm - Third Day

My mom wrote me a nice email - and I am sure she meant well and maybe I read more into than what she wrote - but basically she wants me to focus all my attention on Wesley - and forget April - but then again maybe that is a feeling I got - and I am sure that is not the way she intended.

This is going to be a journey for us - but in no way shape or form am I going to forget about my April - she is the love of my life also - she does some crazy ass stuff - but maybe that makes me love her a little more.